Archive for July, 2011

Have you ever experienced the pain?

The real pain…

That appears in your heart…

It’s either given by your loved ones

Or volunteered by yourself

What so ever the reason may be

But the pain remains the same for whole humanity

When someone you love

You care, you dream of

Having for your life time

Hurts you in some way

Tearing your heart and soul apart

Making you feel lonely in a crowd

Bringing you unstoppable tears over their memories

Showing you the hell while you are still alive

And moreover made you a body without soul…

Walking through the empty streets

And wetted roads after a heavy rainfall

Never minding over the changes

Happening inside and outside of your body

Thoroughly engulfed by their thoughts

And sweet memories you had

With an unconditional love…

Weak even to wipe out

The rolling tears

Which fell from your eyes

Rolls over your cheeks

And ends in your dry lips

With a salty taste lingering

In lips, heart and mind…



That’s pain…

That’s the realm of pain…

That’s the effect of pain…


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Today is your birthday

The day you came into this world

The day your parents were overwhelmed

And the day I was with you

Thinking and wishing to be

Holding your hands forever

But alas!

The time has changed

You and I got changed too

With loads of affections in our hearts for us

Fading and falling as the dried leaves of autumn

We move away on each other’s track

With so much of tricky situation

But though we are moved apart

Far away to reach each other

It’s your Birthday

And still I think of you

And our memories to cherish

With whole lots of love in my Heart

It’s my time to wish you

A very Happy Birthday My Forever Love!!!

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Mistakes !!!

As I sit here and wonder
About what went wrong,
Details repeat in my mind
Like the lyrics of a song.

The pain is so intense,
And it holds on tight,
It spreads throughout myself
Like the venom from a bite.

Through the haze I see,
The horizon so beautiful
Will I have strength to reach it,
Or will the pain take its toll.

What doesn’t kill you makes you stronger,
Is what we are all taught,
That’s hard for me to believe,
And something I haven’t yet bought.

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Once again…

I didn’t mean to hurt you,

I made a dumb mistake.

Sometimes it feels like it was,

Just a dream.

But I know it wasn’t fake.

If there was any way to change

What happened,

That is what I’d do.

Just to be friends,

Once again with you.

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The final launch of Atlantis marks the end of the U.S. space shuttle program. The program was approved by President Nixon in 1972 as NASA’s main undertaking after Apollo, and the first shuttle mock-up (shown above) was constructed at NASA’s Marshall Spaceflight Center in Alabama. Approximately the same dimensions and weight of the actual space shuttle, the mock-up was used to train workers; it is now on display at the U.S. Space and Rocket Center in Alabama.

The first space shuttle to fly was Columbia, shown here sitting on the launch pad before its maiden flight. (Enterprise was the first shuttle built, but it was initially not rated for spaceflight and only used for testing.) Columbia first launched on April 12, 1981, the 20th anniversary of the first human spaceflight, and was piloted by John Young, a Gemini and Apollo astronaut. Its first few missions were purely operational, for testing the spacecraft’s technical performance.

Canada made a key contribution to America’s shuttle program: a robotic arm that could maneuver payloads and serve as a platform for astronauts working outside the shuttle. The 15.2-meter arm was first launched on Columbia’s second mission, in November 1981, and it has since been used on over 50 shuttle missions. It can carry payloads up to 32.5 tons.

Astronaut Sally Ride was the first American woman in space. Her historic flight, in 1983, was aboard Challenger, the third orbiter in the fleet, as a mission specialist. Here, she is seen monitoring control panels from the pilot’s chair on the flight deck.

Weather is a significant factor for delaying shuttle launches. Here, Challenger moves through the fog on top of the “crawler” en route to the launch pad, which can be seen in the distance, 3.5 miles away. The weather did not affect the 12,000-pound orbiter’s trip to the launch pad, which took over six hours.

Astronaut Guion Bluford became the first African-American in space when he flew aboard Challenger in 1983. Here, he is restrained by a harness and wears a blood-pressure cuff on his left arm as he exercises on a treadmill.

A jet-propelled backpack called the Manned Maneuvering Unit (MMU) allowed astronauts to go “free-flying” in space. Here, astronaut Bruce McCandless is seen wearing the MMU in 1984. He traveled over 97 meters away from the shuttle, the furthest distance ever traveled by an untethered astronaut. The MMU is controlled by joysticks positioned at the end of the armrests, and nitrogen jet thrusters that can propel an astronaut in any direction.

On January 28, 1986, Challenger and her seven crew members were tragically lost due to an explosion that occurred seconds after the shuttle launched. Debris from the shuttle is seen here on the launch pad at Kennedy Space Center.

One of the key functions of the shuttle was carrying large satellites to low-Earth orbit. Here, the Galileo spacecraft is being prepared for launch onboard Atlantis, the fourth orbiter in the fleet, on October 12, 1989. Galileo was the first spacecraft to orbit the outer solar system; its mission was to survey Jupiter.

The Hubble Space Telescope, one of the largest space telescopes ever built, was carried into orbit by Discovery in 1990, and is the only telescope designed to be serviced in space by astronauts. A total of five servicing missions have been conducted, the final mission in 2009. Here, astronauts can be seen servicing the telescope in 1993, while it is connected to the shuttle’s payload bay.

Spacehab was a pressurized habitable module used for experiments that was carried inside the shuttle’s cargo bay. It was derived from the European Space Agency’s Spacelab, a science laboratory given to NASA in exchange for flight opportunities. Spacehab first flew in 1993, and is visible here in Endeavour’s cargo bay while astronauts work outside the shuttle.

In 1995, the Russian space agency and NASA started a new era of international cooperation when Atlantis docked with the Russian space station Mir for the first time.Atlantis and Mir became the largest combined spacecraft ever in orbit. The Shuttle-Mir program involved 11 shuttle missions and seven astronaut residencies on Mir; it helped pave the way for the International Space Station now in orbit.

A U.S. laboratory called Destiny was delivered to the International Space Station aboard a shuttle in 1998, the same year that on-orbit construction on the station started. Destiny is the primary research laboratory for U.S payloads. In this image, a space robot called Dextre sits on top of Destiny.

In 2003, the world witnessed another devastating shuttle accident when Columbia broke apart during reentry into Earth’s atmosphere, killing all seven crew members. This image shows debris from Columbia being brought into a hangar, where the Columbia Reconstruction Project Team attempted to reconstruct the bottom of the orbiter as part of the investigation into the accident.

The Columbia accident was caused by damage to a piece of reinforced carbon-carbon (RCC) on the shuttle’s left wing. Following the accident, and on advice from an investigation board, Discovery’s RCC panels were removed and inspected, and dozens of changes were made to the orbiter. The mission launched in 2005.

The construction of the International Space Station, a laboratory for experiments and international cooperation, was perhaps the greatest accomplishment of the shuttle program. The shuttle delivered its final element to the space station in March. In-orbit construction will continue through 2012. The station will remain in orbit through 2020.

Atlantis sits on the launch pad at Kennedy Space Center awaiting its final mission.




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I stand beneath the oak tree
pounding over
the good old memories
of our intimacy!

The days fell short
and nights grew long
missing each of our proximity
we spend it together!

Wandering over the empty streets
or sailing through the loaded streets
never minding of the surrounding
so deeply mesmerized in love!

Giggling at silly jokes
teasing over the little secrets
we conceded our meetings
melting our hearts each moment!

Whispering at each other’s ears
and holding hands with comfort
after mad fights and tiny wars
meant to prolong that jiffy till death! 

Lovely days are those
which may never come back
and I sit beneath the oak tree
cherishing those vanished memories!

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I died a death but stayed alive
In phantom’s likeness I survive
Alive, yet dead, I walk alone
In rooms with walls as cold as stone

 I lived a life and dreamed a dream
And loved the life you lived with me
Then in the whisper of a breath
You left, and then I died a death


Though dead I live, I cannot part

From love that lives within my heart
Within my sorrow I must strive
To keep my hope and faith alive

 For all the love that I would give
I surely would prefer to live
To be content, not to survive
But feel my spirit come alive

 You slowly took your final breath
‘Twas me, my dear, who died a death

 — Submitted by Elizabeth Santos from Pottstown, PA

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